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Name: Benny
State: Kansas
Birthday: 1/15/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: hockey, snowboarding, wakeboarding, guitar, playing pool, playing shuffle board, poker, music, girls, spending time with friends, procrastinating, late nights and sunsets (haha)
Expertise: listening? hockey? sure, whatever works
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 11/16/2003

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Sunday, August 08, 2004

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Thursday, August 05, 2004

hey everyone

 band camp was the good part of my day. i have all of part 1 memorized. go me. so what who cares.

on the way to hockey dad decided to go off on me. i dont know why. it made me mad. but i kept my mouth shut. he said something about not wanting to always have to remind me then he said he had some ways to make sure iwould be reminded. he said that if i didnt do stuff for him the 1st time he asked then he had the option of taking the car or the phone away. there was some other stuff i dont remmeber that though. then he was saying how he wont pay for anything for me anymore, the onlything he will pay for is hockey (which by the way i am not playing high school league this year. i dont have time) he said he didnt want to put up with my attitude or whatever when i didnt feel like doing stuff for him. which is dumb. if he wanted to bring that up he could have when i was actually giving him an attitude 3 weeks ago. i havnt given him any attitude since then.

so i'm going to have to send Ron an e-mail asking for more money each month so i can get through each month and stuff. john is making me pay for internet service too. the whole time he was talking i just acted like i could care less. this stuff isnt to big of a deal, except that he was a jerk about how he said it.


Friday, July 30, 2004

hey everyone

what is there to say? CIY was awesome. watching everyone grow in Christ and doing that myself was completely awesome. There were tons of decisions, and I did some of that myself. On the last night our youth group was in the back row, and from there I was able to watch everyone walk foward who made decisions. It was beautiful and that is the only way I can describe, and soon as I saw it I smiled and nearly shed a tear, but I didn't. There were some things I needed to tell the youth group about that I was really afraid to say because I didn't know how they would react and stuff. So I told them how I had been making out and stuff over the last year and how at times it had become a bad habit. I told them that I felt God was calling me to do something for him, but before I can realize that, I told them, I must follow him more closely and leave certain things behind me so then he will be able to reveal to me what He would have me do.While I said all this Istared at the ground and I was shaking because I was scared of their reaction. It was something Cody and I had talked about the night before, but telling the whole youth group, sponsors, Jeremy, and all the students, was completely different. So I come home a changed person. This is one of my public announcements that I will no longer just go around making out or kissing people, until I find myself in a relationship with someone who means a lot to me. And that will be a while. I plan on changing a lot of things besides that. Such as the time I spend with God and the Bible, and stuff like bringing certain friends to church or attempting to witness to them. I'm making myself a notebook to keep track of all this stuff. I would only ask all of you to help hold me accountable and to keep me in your prayers. 

 I spent the week getting to know and meet people there, along with grow in the relationships with the people I already knew. I beleive that me and Cody are definitly a lot closer. Of course we both met about 15 or 20 girls though we only remember 9 or 10 of the names. We hung out with those girls a lot during free time. I also made a friend named Ben on this trip. He is Becca's brother and is really an amazing person, and a ton of fun to hang out with.

There was one class I went to that I also enjoyed a lot called The Mission, and in it the speaker talked about ministry. Definitly a career to consider now, especially after everything I heard, but I have a few years before God has to reveal to me what he would have me do with my life for Him.

There were a ton of great speakers through out the week. I'm leaving out the small details of Celebration city and Lambertz and the Bass Pro shop, because those were defiitly not the highlights compared to the rest of the week, though they were still fun because of spending time with the youth group.

I also found out about a ton of other youth group conferences and gatherings that I'll be able to take people to once I turn 16.

I'd tell you all so much more if i could think of it all, but withit all going through my mind at the same time, there is simply to much confusion. If you would like more details than I have given...well....one, you're crazy, two, just ask.

Sorry this entry is so long.

Peace

Oh yeah, some of you might want to know about my schedule too.

1st semester

1-marching band

2-world history

3-gym 1st quarter health 2nd quarter

4-algebra 2 and trig

5-chemistry

6-Pre AP english

7-Spanish

2nd semester

1-world history

2-wind ensemble

3-gym

everything else stays the same


Friday, July 23, 2004

today has been ok. nothin spectacular has happened yet. tonight should be fun. tomorrow we leave for CIY, and that will definitly be cool. i talked to jeremy today and our church has 30 kids going and 6 sponsors. i can't wait. yesterday wasok. i expected to get to hang out with angel abut that didnt happen. i went to that band thing, was really tired so i played horribly. then went to wackers in the afternoon for awhile, then had mens league hockey and almost killed my car from over heating on the way home from wackers. i did ok in hockey. again it took me until the 3rd period to get my groove going. i got 2 goals, but against josh that is pretty good for me. i got home around 9:30 or 10, talked online til 1, angela called at about 1:15 and we talked for a hour and a half or so.

oh yeah, latest news on Robert and stuff. they sent his transcript to south today. so that pretty much finalizes that he is moving in. his clothes are already up in a closet. this will definitly be out of the ordinary. having someone else living here. i'll be interested to see if we can help him out as much as dad thinks we can.

i'll update one last time tonight before i leave for CIY tomorrow morning.


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

today was much better than yesterday. went to band thing this morning, and a band thing in the afternoon. lisa barry was there. and so was jimmy and sean. so that was cool. for the 2nd thing me and lisa paired up and she made me look bad because she could march right and i couldnt lol.

played hockey tonight. i did ok. but tomorrow will be awesome . going to the lake with the youth gorup, and i'm going early with trent and cole and it will be tiz-ight. yeah. anyways

peace



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